Recurrence

I have to say a few words about this and that. Didn't post for a long time. This is good. This means I found a lot of activities, which really caught me from surfing inet.
Another thing would like to mention I didn't stop missing my sweetheart. I don't know weather this good or bad? But it proves my theory, which says once you fallen in love this will stay with you forever.

I named this post recurrence, because this is what happens to my work now. Every time I have started to do anything it repeats by one and the same scenario. At first, I have great inspiration and energy, do lot of hard work and get something very good, growth, money, connections, possibilities. Then for a while I eat a bread of my success. And the last stage I feel down, start to hate everything connected to my work and prior goals and quite it. The average time for this typical cycle is 2-4 years. Every time it happens again and again. This time I quitted dancing. I do not train nor study anymore. I’m thinking about sailing my costumes and collection of unique video. Totally fed up with all that stuff. The only hope is cycle will repeat and once my eyes will see situation in different light.

Let you all have inspiration forever!