If you had a chance to return in the past or jump to future

I find my past too much scary and not sure I would be strong enough to survive once more if I’m there because last years, full of happiness, made me soft and relaxed.

Just regret about several accidents, when acted meanly in the past, it would worth to be corrected. Those insulted people didn’t deserve what I’ve made to them and sorrow will always tear my heart.

But global, important things, which I would want to avoid in past or change somehow, they are unfortunately beyond the power. And in the end all hell what I've had gives me a taste of present’s beauty and happiness.

A future seemed to be very bright and if it is not, I am sure it can’t be worse than past for sure, prefer to have nice surprises day by day than to know how everything will happen.

Really feel shame to be too much careless, happy and satisfied…