One day of life

Prayer: ...Господи , помоги мне , грешному , не дай глупостей натворить-наделать , а если уж наделаю , то пусть уроком мне будет , а не как обычно - хи-хи , ха-ха , забухал , да забыл

6.30 – alarm
6.40 – He: honey, pls, wake up
She: noooo…
6.50 – He: my sunnie, pls, wake up, you need a lot of time for morning procedures
She: oooohhh…go away…
7.00 – He: it’s 7.00 yet, don’t we go to the work today?
She: You don’t love me!
The most hard procedure is to wake body up from bed and drag to bathroom…Done. Hot water streams lull to sleep, eyes still closed…Slowly she turn’s tap to cold, icy water sizzle skin, to shock body more returns to boiling hot, then to icy back, 5-6 times, until skin becomes rosy and doesn’t able to feel anything. After such torture sleep is gone, but bad mood and hard head is not.
He carefully has a look at the bathroom: “Honey, what would you like for a breakfast?’
- Don’t know, leave me alone
He goes to the kitchen. There is nothing for fast cooking. In 5 minutes returns back, asking again.
She yells in rage: “Don’t you have any fantasy? Cook whatever you want and leave me alone. Don’t talk to me! Disappear! Now!”
He breathes hard and sadly returns to a kitchen
7.30 She turns some music and makes usual vision gymnastic and dancing. He is done with breakfast and does some physical training
7.40 She: I have nothing to wear today! You never buy me clothes! I hate you!
He: In 5 minute we will eat, hurry up, pls
7.45 Breakfast
She: What the shit it is? Do you really think I will eat it?
He: Oh God! In previous life I was a very bad person and in this life you sent to me such a terrible wife. Please, forgive my faults! Don’t make me suffer so much!
7.55 She feels better and a bit guilty. He drives car silently
8.15 She feels perfect and very guilty. Modest attempts of pardoning and flattering
He is hurt, silent, all in road and traffic
8.30 Her assertive pardoning, promises never behave that way again, flattering, flirting, kissing and hugging.
His distrust, pain, offence, softening, forgiveness
8.45 Traffic jump on the bridge. It is good time for hair-do and light make up
9.00 Deadline for lateness, she is still on the bridge
9.15 Finally arrived. Turns on pc in office
9.20 – 10. 00 Read correspondence and news
10.00 – 10.40 Coffee-break
10.40 – 12.00 Reading books, blogs, forums, magazines
12.00 – 14.00 Lunch time, shopping, private phone calls
14.00 – 15.30 Watching to empty monitors, thinking about life, writing
15.30 – 16.30 Snack, coffee-break
16.30 – 18.00 Headache, meditation with monitors, practice of sleeping with open eyes technique
18.10 She leaves the office. Headache, prostration, acousticophobia, photophobia, killing hunger and tiredness. On the way home he talks, something about work, colleagues, planes for future. His mood is perfect. She is flat-out, even for usual rudeness, so she replies “yeah”, “hmm”, “Oh, really?”
18.40 In supermarket, he chooses some food, drives cart, makes jokes. She roams right after estranged and indifferent. Near jewelry and cosmetic shops consciousness returns to her for a moment, but his “not-today” look returns her to prostration and darkness
20.00 Home, sweet home!
20.00 Bathroom, contrast shower, until skin turns to oak

He carefully has a look at the bathroom: “Honey, what would you like for a dinner?’
She, angrily: Your liver with bloody sauce. And leave me alone.
He, laughing: Well, you have it every day, don’t you still bore.
She throws cold water at him, but he escapes fast enough and bathroom is wet. She drags herself to the bedroom and fall out of tiredness.
He comes and silently asks if she wants dinner in bed or will go to kitchen
20.30 Dinner
21.30 Walking streets before sleep, they talk about beautiful future, remember hard past
22.00 Darkness, time to sleep.

She: Do you love me?
He: Yes.
She: Why?
He: Because you are funny terrible and capricious. Who will love and care about you if not me?
She: I love you too, for your kind soul, forgive me everything